When you see someone smiling, it may be a fake smile.
You see it as a real,
But I know,
there is only a mask.
Beyond the bright and light,
There is only sadness and tender.
Trying everything.,
but fail alone.
Trying to be strong.
Just laugh it off,
to not shed a tear,
on something meaningless.
Stands alone.
Aware that the road is long and difficult.
There is no where in the meeting.
Just more roads.
The simplest is just to jump off.
You said ....
You are my friend, you said.
I care a lot about you, my friend, you said.
You are my closest friend, you said.
I trust you, you said.
You are to rely on, you said.
I need you, you said.
You are the best, you said.
Never leave me, you said.
I love you, you said.
I hate you, you say.
Get away from me, you say.
You are the worst, you say.
I do not need you, you say.
You are not to be trusted, you say.
I do not trust you, you say.
You're my worst friend, you say.
I care as little about you, my enemy, you say.
You are my nemesis, you say ..
Ghost of the past.
You are my daily nightmare.
You scratch my wounds.
Haunt me.
The old rose withered;
and the thorns remain.
They won't disappear, and stick me in the heart.
Ghost of the past.
Why not forget.
It hurts.
I will only remove the thorns,
so i don't geet hit.
Ghost of the past.
I truly regret.
The hole in the heart, must be filled.
You can not haut me more.
It's too bad.
The darkness has emerged.
Ghost of the past.
Let the ghost of the future come through.
Let its light be.
Let the thorns disappear and the rose grow.
My heart cries.
It is afraid,
To meet you.
Ghost of the past, please ....
I pray you.
Le
When you see someone smiling, it may be a fake smile.
You see it as a real,
But I know,
there is only a mask.
Beyond the bright and light,
There is only sadness and tender.
Trying everything.,
but fail alone.
Trying to be strong.
Just laugh it off,
to not shed a tear,
on something meaningless.
Stands alone.
Aware that the road is long and difficult.
There is no where in the meeting.
Just more roads.
The simplest is just to jump off.
Yaaaaay ! :3 Tagged by ~Mawara (https://www.deviantart.com/mawara)
[] I am shorter than 5'4. (I'm not sure how long that is... )
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[x ] I wish my hair was a different colour.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I've had braces.
[ x] I wear glasses.(FOR READING!!
HOW OLD DO YOU ACT?
[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[x] You own a credit card.
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[ ] You've done your own laundry.
[ ] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[x ] You think politics are interesting.
TOTAL SO FAR: 5
[ ] You show up for school late a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[x] You've never gotten a detention.
[x] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[x] You like to take walks by yourself.
[ ] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[x] You drink caf